At this moment, there can not be truer words; heal your soul- save your life.  Because we created this world for spiritual lessons, that world in which we intended to create and live upon, is created.  The problem, humans have not lived up to their purpose for their creation.  You have forgotten that you are a spiritual being having a human experience.  If you are finding yourself sick, whether it be a cold or major surgery, your body is purging, as if screaming out to listen to the soul.  The soul, through its subtleness, has tried to awaken you with little happenings throughout your life, but you have turned your ear and sight from it.  Your life is literally at the end of its existence, as you know it to be.  As this shift is taking place your mind will either shift to a higher level of consciousness to support this new world being created or your energy, your substance, will transfer to another place of existence, one that will support your energy, who you are.  There is no wrong or right in any of this.  Whatever you consciously think, will be.  In my past writings I have mentioned the kind of earth that is being created and the kind of thinking that will take place.  You will either be in accordance, or removed.  It is entirely your choice.  But, do be aware of what is taking place and happening to yourself.  Think about your past and become aware of what you may have passed up or not heeded along the way.  I was told, by a very reputable source, that one of my master teachers literally appeared before me, but I did not see.  I am now more aware of my encounters or conscious of who I meet.

 Anything subtle can awaken you.  Just the mere thought of change will elicit it.  You need only ask to see life from another point of view and it will happen.  Your way has not worked.  There is no other reason for your illness.  You have done this to yourself with worry and stress.  It may be years of pushing anger, fear, resentment aside.  It has been years that something has been stirring around, getting you to see yourself differently, but you closed your eyes and ears to change.  Your beliefs are not yours.  They are others beliefs and you are trying to fit in by believing in absurdities.  You are listening through your ego and not your soul.  Your ego will destroy you.  Your spirit will uplift you.  This sickness is a purging of what will not exist in this new world.  It is your soul screaming out to you saying, " this is your last chance-save yourself."

In this spiritual place being created, there is no guilt or judging.  To look back upon ones life is to look in awe at what beauty was created and right the wrongs we have done to ourselves.  Contemplation is a great gift you can give yourself.  We do what we have been taught  to do and have failed to learn to trust ourselves.  Great institutions of authoritarianism and power would cease to exist if we trusted in ourselves, so they instill fear and guilt.  Those are merely ego qualities that can be defrayed from your thinking but it takes your consciousness to undo the learning that is not condusive to your spirit.  First and foremost, you are an individual with a common sense and a love for mankind, but have forgotten your sense and how to love.  Take back your common sense and find that love in your heart, the love that you have temporarily set aside, and let it shine forth in every deed you do for one another.  Make this the first moment of your spiritual awakening and choose to heal your soul to save your life. 

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie