the world is my lab

and humans the rats

as i earn my degree in

"life".

anticipating each moment

with excitement and thrill

as if it is the first

day of my life.

there is no classroom setting

as life is the stage itself,

to learn, see and feel,

the insanity of humanity,

as if it were real.

the more i learn, see and feel,

the higher and quicker

i rise

on the levels of mene,

as my goal is to discover

the essence of me,

so we may flourish,

for all to see.

and when the lessons are learned:

 you can feel

the essence of life

through you heart;

forgive with all your might;

you have earned your degree in

"life"

and understand the true realness of

God.

my degree

 has been earned,

has yours?

    With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

     stephanie

your anger is the anger of wars

declaring God as the reason

"In the name of God"

when it is the anger of yourself

not understanding yourself.

it is the stubborness towards life,

missing its purpose.

i am sorry i can not protect you,

it is your insanity that propels you.

the insanity of the ego

taking over the senses

resisting the spirit.

let it go.

change your mind.

you are harboring, jailing yourself

caging your greatness.

a state of mind, a place you choose to live

to hide from yourself.

anger hates

anger ages

anger sickens

the spirit itself.

let it go.

heal the spirit.

love loves

love youthens

love heals

give your mind a rest from insane thoughts

and actions

that anger releases.

allow the mind to

shift

to another way.

practice love with thoughts of love;

change your mind;

stop judging yourself and others.

allow life to be,

love can not help flourish,

for all to see.

  With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

       Stephanie

You can not live this human life, be productive, happy and secure unless you know your Spirit self.  Your Spirit self dictates who and what you are.  If you do not know this, you do not know you.  If you do not know you, you do not exist, you just are.  You are asleep, unawakened, sleeping your life away.

We are, as one, concerned about each other.  We have to be in order to survive.  This is why you are experiencing so much upheaval, you are remembering the truth and you are struggling to live as it was, not as it is to be.  I have to be concerned about your feelings because they are mine.  I have to care about you because it is me.  We are one huge ball of energy, united, and I want you to love life, which is, to love yourself.

Your healthy attitude will be attracted by hundreds of other healthy attitudes and the ripple affect continues.  Our energy, thoughts and feelings, attract other like energy and our ball gets larger and larger with awesome energy, productive loving conscious energy.

Your time is running out.  Take hold of yourself and simply ask to know your truth.  The energy of the Universe will bring it to you, whatever it may be.  Do not sabotage your energy with anything but the clearest purest thinking of who and what you are.  Just wanting will open another avenue, an avenue of truth.  It takes courage to lay fear aside and go for it but this is the exact moment that you must listen to yourself, trust your feelings you are having in your gut and go for it.  This is the way it is brought to you.  The Universe works in very unpredictable ways.

The details of ones life is the journey one takes.  It is trusting in oneself enough to trust in Divine timing, allowing the Universe to takes its course in the development of who you are. When that ecstatic feeling of joy for life takes over who you are, you know you have found your passion and will start to build your storefront, that which you will do in order to provide for the community as a whole.  When you provide for the community, you are providing for yourself and nurturing your spirit.  Your storefront is your passion and what is created from it in order to service this new world we are creating. 

This very moment in life is being given to you so you may find yourself.  Be willing to be flexible.  The Universe is placing you exactly where you will need to be.  Grab the opportunity, if it arises.  The Universe is giving you what you want.  Create it as you will, but remember, it is your creation.  Create your storefront to empower this huge ball of energy, which will empower all energy connected. At the same time you will come in contact with like energy and create grandness.  

Overcome the obstacles and embrace them as lessons.  Learn from them well and move on in your evolutionary spiritual journey.  Through every lesson comes a degree of higher knowledge, more wisdom and finally, a total trust in the unseen, "God"; a total understanding of the "true God".  The ultimate source of this Divine energy- for that is exactly what this "God" is- is the greatest source of creative energy.   

This "God" does not judge or ask anything of you, but waits patiently while you discover yourself.  It waits while you remember what you already know to be true.  And THAT is the purpose of your life.  You chose to be born, at this time, to experience and be part of the greatest shift in human consciousness in the history of mankind.  And you are, ever so quickly, changing to fit into this new world being created.  Don't resist, for it will persist.  Go with the flow, just lay low.

You born your spiritual being to experience this human being and to be part of this new world being created.  Awareness is key, courage is imperative.

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie 

take the cover off- what do you see?

take the cover off-what do you have?

is it

pure, genuine, and true?

only you can be sure.

when it comes right down to it

do you like what you see?

only you know for sure.

for this is about YOU

and your EGO, too.

do you like what you see when the cover is off?

be real

be true

be you

for all that really matters is what's underneath.

you are finding whatever you thought mattererd and was important, is not.

  things are "falling apart" you say.  they are, never to be the same, again. 

 we are making anew; creating, changing as we think and do. 

 careful. 

 stay real,

true and you,

and find that all takes care of itself with very little effort.

 depend on others and each other, for all we have is each other

we are one- all united as one; be good to me, it, whatever it be- for it is also you

but most of all;

take off the covers

and

just be you!

      with heartfelt love for you and mankind,

       stephanie

Changes are all around us, never easy, but always necessary.  In order for one to move beyond who they are, one must change.  Nothing is the same or ever will be, again.  In order to create new we must rid the old, consequently there is a culmination of events and a feeling of death.

Not only is the world changing, but we are changing with it.  Double whamo for some.  In order to survive this new world all must change.  Every part of who you are, what you are, and how you think, must change.  We look around us and the world is falling apart.  We ask ourselves, "Where do I fit in?"

This is the greatest time in the history of who you are.  You are making decisions everyday, adjusting, to a new you, to all the changes.  Some will do it courageously while others will falter and oppose the inevitable, every step of the way.  It seems as if our world is falling apart and in perspective, it is.  In order to create this world anew we must rid the old. It is painful for some, exciting for others.  Whatever your perspective will be your transition to the newness.

One must remember, we are going through the greatest shift in human consciousness in the history of mankind.  The world is changing because our thinking of it is changing.  We are awakening to sensibility and ridding ourselves of the absurdities that have controlled our lives.  We are now taking control of our lives, moving beyond authoritarianism and into a world of free-will thinkers and making free-will choices, having the confidence in ourselves to succeed without authority figures demanding.

Thus the uneasiness in every part of our society, from government to religion; education to health reform; never to be the same again.  Through the demise of these institutions will erect a more condusive government, one that will honor the being first, not the pocketbook; spiritual laws of the universe will be taught instead of religious dogma; the love to learn will be instilled in education, not the rigors of meeting the demands of federal regulations for funding; the health of the human being will be considered first and the acceptance of alternative health practices will take hold; for as you see, the importance of money will be nonexistant.

We are seeing every part of our lives falling apart.  We are losing jobs by the hundreds, food and fuel costs have sky rocketed, housing and health services have failed us, all for the purpose of revamping and restructuring itself with a more humane sense of order.

It seems scary right now wondering where all this is going.  Hold tight.  Move fluidly with these changes.  Listen to yourself and trust in your decision making as your intuition becomes keener with each trusting move.  All is in perfect and divine order.  We are moving toward simplicity, consequently you are ridding yourself of unnecessities, preparing for a simpler life.  Go with the flow.  But most importantly, through all the changes you are enduring - forgive - forgive anyone and everyone and Love the situation for what it's worth.  This will be your greatest salvation, for the world we are creating is one of total forgiveness and unconditional love.

This attitude of forgiveness and love must be taught and your life situations are the lessons to this change in attitude which will bring you the greatest happiness you have ever experienced.  Go with the flow.  Forgive and Love.  Forgive and Love.  Those are the two most important words to chant.  Forgive and Love, for if you expect to live in this new world that is exactly what you must become, forgiveness and love.

Fasten your seat belts and hold on tight, the changes are just beginning and the excitement is culminating.  As more of humanity awakens, a more perfect world we are creating.  Forgive, Love, Focus and Flow and watch the world unfold into a heaven on earth.  It is your choice to make- one of gratitude for a chance to live in perfect harmony with the universe or to fight the changes that are occurring and live in disharmony, creating a hell on earth.  Whatever path you choose to take, you are the creator and CHANGE is the name of the game.

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie

As we experience the Easter season, the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, forgiveness comes to mind.

For God so loved the world He gave His only Begotten Son.....

As God gave us Jesus Christ to see ourselves through Him, as Him, God also gave us the experience of Jesus' death so we could see ourselves through His suffering and forgiveness towards mankind.

Jesus Christ was an innocent man, and yet He was condemned, humiliated, scorned, hated and feared by humanity.  The death of Jesus Christ was the act of man's ego.  Being one of the greatest gifts given to mankind, Jesus was taken from us to set a mighty example.  Because Jesus knew His purpose for life, He always felt loved by His Creator and never questioned His existence or the purpose for it.  He knew that dying for humanity was the ultimate example of unconditional Love and Forgiveness, the keys to true happiness.  Thousands of years ago we were given this example to live by and it has taken thousands of years for humanity to get it, as this Shift in consciousness we are experiencing, is this knowledge and understanding of pure love and forgiveness. 

Forgive them, for they know not what they do.....

This was insanity, crucifying an innocent man, but humanity experienced its greatest frailty, not being true to oneself, and got caught up in the frenzy of the moment.  Jesus knew He was not in control of the situation and left it in the hands of His Father.  Because Jesus' faith in His Creator was so intense, there was no questioning the circumstances.  Even during Jesus' most trying moments of His crucifixtion, He was being protected and guarded by the wings of angels.  In spite of a life of ridicule, tauntings, and warnings, Jesus Christ persevered because His faith in God and the purpose of His mission were so profound.

As Jesus Christ forgave humanity for His persecution, so shall humanity forgive its persecutors.  It makes no difference the persecutioin, the importance is the act of forgiveness.

Jesus Christ's resurrection signifies our rising above our ego-selves, beyond the words and actions of man that condemn us, and into our spiritual selves; the ultimate example of love and forgiveness towards others.

When you know and live your purpose for life, it matters not the obstacles, as you will always be protected by God's love.  Stay true to yourself.

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie

It was history in the making last night, as I sat in a room at a convention center, with hundreds of people experiencing the enlightenment, the community consciousness, listening to the words of Eckhart Tolle.  With such a complex message being proclaimed, the audience was captivated.  There was complete silence from beginning to end.  You were asked to not clap and to stay silent.  This is to ensure the meditative state, so the energy in the room would remain steady and focused.

With his broken English, far out words, and quirky facial gestures, Eckhart Tolle had the audience mesmerized with his message of living in the NOW.  I was curious as to how he was going to reach the audience with his spiritual message and was impressed that there were no bells and whistles, that his message was spoken through the quietness of the moment, and I wondered if the audience "got it".

When I read Eckhart Tolle's first book, The Power of Now, 10 years ago, I understood the concept and applied it to my everyday life.  I was ready for his words.  They were confusing and I was unsure, but there was an intuitional need to read the book. I had never heard of this author, but I was drawn to read his work and his words brought the answer to the question I was asking.   

When life is out of control, settle into the moment of Now and regain your sanity.  It is a conscious place and one to be lived in at all times.  As we place ourselves in the moment, we worry naught.  There is no yesterday or tomorrow, just this moment.  This moment brings such clarity to life and lifes situations, it is a definite means of ridding ourselves of the chatter in our minds and the worries that our chatter brings. It is, quite simply, using your mind in a different and more productive way and can be mastered with patience and love for yourself.

Start by focusing on an object, and only that object, for no more than a few seconds.  Really look at that object and just be into that object.  Your mind is thinking of only that object.  Absolutely nothing else.  That is the power of the moment, Now.  The more you practice this the more this becomes your everyday, every moment, way. It is just that simple; the changing of the mind into a more cohesively functioning mind, instead of a worrying, confused, out-of- control mind.

Harness the chatter.  Live in the Now.  Experience the Joy.

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie

My Best Friend

The Universe has listened and answered my heart

It has been there through every part

of the ups and downs life has given.

I reach out in pain

To experience the lame efforts that society feints

Only to be rejected, once more again.

When my heart was screaming, I cried

To deft ears and closed eyes

And found my solace in the wings of the unseen.

And when my pain was answered

WIth whispers and quiet

I learned to silence and listen, to gain.

To gain all the knowledge and strength

Of loneliness, of solitude.

And to recognize the wonders of this gift.

The gift of finding oneself

Through sheer determination and faith,

Through the ultimate knowing, I am okay.

My best friend, the universe itself,

Is all of you and me and us,

Connected as one.

So you see my friend,

It is all about the inside out,

Go within, and do not doubt.

Spirit with-in and spirit with-out

will take hold and enfold,

As the splendor of truth unfolds.

My Best Friend, the Ultimate Source

That has all the answers to all; It protects and comforts

And is my very best friend, of all.

At this moment, there can not be truer words; heal your soul- save your life.  Because we created this world for spiritual lessons, that world in which we intended to create and live upon, is created.  The problem, humans have not lived up to their purpose for their creation.  You have forgotten that you are a spiritual being having a human experience.  If you are finding yourself sick, whether it be a cold or major surgery, your body is purging, as if screaming out to listen to the soul.  The soul, through its subtleness, has tried to awaken you with little happenings throughout your life, but you have turned your ear and sight from it.  Your life is literally at the end of its existence, as you know it to be.  As this shift is taking place your mind will either shift to a higher level of consciousness to support this new world being created or your energy, your substance, will transfer to another place of existence, one that will support your energy, who you are.  There is no wrong or right in any of this.  Whatever you consciously think, will be.  In my past writings I have mentioned the kind of earth that is being created and the kind of thinking that will take place.  You will either be in accordance, or removed.  It is entirely your choice.  But, do be aware of what is taking place and happening to yourself.  Think about your past and become aware of what you may have passed up or not heeded along the way.  I was told, by a very reputable source, that one of my master teachers literally appeared before me, but I did not see.  I am now more aware of my encounters or conscious of who I meet.

 Anything subtle can awaken you.  Just the mere thought of change will elicit it.  You need only ask to see life from another point of view and it will happen.  Your way has not worked.  There is no other reason for your illness.  You have done this to yourself with worry and stress.  It may be years of pushing anger, fear, resentment aside.  It has been years that something has been stirring around, getting you to see yourself differently, but you closed your eyes and ears to change.  Your beliefs are not yours.  They are others beliefs and you are trying to fit in by believing in absurdities.  You are listening through your ego and not your soul.  Your ego will destroy you.  Your spirit will uplift you.  This sickness is a purging of what will not exist in this new world.  It is your soul screaming out to you saying, " this is your last chance-save yourself."

In this spiritual place being created, there is no guilt or judging.  To look back upon ones life is to look in awe at what beauty was created and right the wrongs we have done to ourselves.  Contemplation is a great gift you can give yourself.  We do what we have been taught  to do and have failed to learn to trust ourselves.  Great institutions of authoritarianism and power would cease to exist if we trusted in ourselves, so they instill fear and guilt.  Those are merely ego qualities that can be defrayed from your thinking but it takes your consciousness to undo the learning that is not condusive to your spirit.  First and foremost, you are an individual with a common sense and a love for mankind, but have forgotten your sense and how to love.  Take back your common sense and find that love in your heart, the love that you have temporarily set aside, and let it shine forth in every deed you do for one another.  Make this the first moment of your spiritual awakening and choose to heal your soul to save your life. 

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie

We have been born and raised in very competitive societies.  This competitive nature has created anger, fear and resentment in the souls of many beings.  This competitive nature has caused disease, wars, hatred and a world of anger. 

Our competitiveness affects every facet of our existence with attitudes of "I must be and have the best". We wonder why we are so angry, resentful and fearful.  Competitiveness breeds discontent.  It instills hatred in oneself, because they 'couldn't live up to' or 'a grandeur of ego' and ones life becomes distorted.  It is a life of nothing but ego deeds; ego feeding, and removes one from their spiritual self.  There is only one reason that we created this Earth, spiritual growth and lessons.  Every other reason for existence is moot and of no consequence.

Because this New World of creation is one of love, acceptance and forgiveness it will not support an ego mentality, thus, competitiveness will cease.  We are one united and as this becomes clearer to each human being they will understand that there is no room for a competitive, me, me, me attitude.  It does not exist in a spiritual community, as this community is one of nourishing the soul, not nourishing the ego.  We will work together, this New World, united as one, for the common good of all mankind, with no need for competition.  What is good for one is good for all.  When everyone understands that living and doing ones passion breeds content, there is no need for competition.  We will be working toward the same common goals, each working at their passion, each moving in a direction of existence and support for one another, every step of the way.  By being passionate about ones work, allows one to trust in themselves to get the job done, enhancing the community in a functionable way.  If this theory is not understood, unlike energy will not exist in this New World.  All human energy must vibrate at like frequencies to exist cohesively. 

This non-competitiveness will affect every aspect of a beings being.  You will find no need for a competitive attitude, for as a community we will assist each other to our greatness and grandeur.  There will be a new reason to exist, as it will not be for YOUR well being, but for OUR well being.  As we have experienced our life in a competitive fashion and have felt the unhappiness, the failure within ourselves of not feeling accomplished, this soon will cease to exist. Many of us have and are feeling ill or have a serious disease just discovered.  This is the body aligning with this new energy.  You may be feeling discontent, your life uneasy.  Because the energy of the earth is changing, so must you.  Your feelings of uneasiness and unassuredness are going to be part of the change.  In order for the energy to change, we must change, as we are the energy. 

What can we do to ease the discomfort?  There is no changing what we started to create, a world of total love, peace and forgiveness.  This creation of our world is unfolding before our eyes and it will be one of total elation and ultimate freedom of self. Be patient and allow to happen whatever may.  You can not change what has been in the making since the beginning of time.  We created ourselves for one purpose, but have created something else that doesn't fit.  We are making room for the brand new. Allow yourself to change.  As the Shift is happening, the change in consciousness, so the being must change to fit.  Man has allowed the ego to speak louder than the soul and we have destroyed ourselves.  We are now allowing the Spirit to speak louder and allowing the ego to fall to the wayside.  It is natural to mourn what we think we feel so comfortable in.  We are losing who we always thought we were.  We are metamorphising into new beings and we are uncomfortable in our new selves.  Allow yourself to be open to the changes and flow with whatever comes your way.

To survive and understand yourselves and this New World you are creating:

Be still and listen to the madness quiet;  Be the energy of this existence; Be a part of the love you created;  Be one with the Universe;  Be allowing.

 Creating this New World is nothing more than simply wanting it to be different.  Believe how simple it is and it will be.

With heartfelt love for you and mankind,

Stephanie